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 comments to your blog poems, Blanca. Maganda!
ALBERT B. CASUGAMar 19, 2012 02:30 PM
The soul's anguish cuts deeply through these poems. While fraught with angst, they promise a light at the end of the proverbial tunnel --- a true Christian outlook. The fetid water turns into nurturing liquid yet. The terror in the jihadist can still mellow into compassion. Even the violator of nature's bounty may yet find Virgin forests too virginal to violate. These are poems for the heart. Bravo, Blanca.


               TO BE HUMAN
              By Blanca Datuin

The thing hoods his head and shrouds his face
Scared to let others know the real him.
Would he let us see the contour of his soul?

Beloved earthling, why do you hide behind
a black shade? Is your face so accursed
it glowers beyond my nightmare? 

 What kind of god tells you to behead 
One who touched not a single strand
Of your hair?

What power sets your mind to mangle
a world so lovingly shaped by the one
true God, then rend yourself to pieces?

What vileness breaks your fragile brain
And turns your humanness into a chimera?
Oh, that you would wake up ,

Look to the sun and not be blinded,
Shake off the shackles and taste
The heroic, wresting lives from the dragon.

Breathe in the fresh scent of flowers,
Cradle a  baby, nurse a wounded soldier.
See, the sky bends to kiss the sea.

Sun gleams resplendent if you let it in.
See the you that is human and beautiful
With all the fullness of your splendor.
                                                  (c) 2009



Reposting:
REMEMBERING FATHER ALEXANDER ON HIS DEATH ANNIVERSARY
What is charisma? A special charm, allure that inspires allegiance or devotion. It is a grace, a gift from God that Father Alexander made good use of in inspiring people. Not by proselytizing or propagandizing, but by being just himself, quietly telling you not to be too hard on yourself. To "live in the present. Forget the past. Just listen to the call of God because He loves you." Always, his message was God loving you. So much so that even a despairing sinner gets to believe it and turns his life around because there is God waiting for everyone to come to Him. He made it sound like a simple requisite that one void of a sense of self-worth can not not heed it. No wonder, whenever parishioners knew he would be the presiding priest, the church would be filled beyond the entrance door. Adult students of mine who had not gone to Church for years started coming back because they could relate to him; he spoke fluent Spanish and Vietnamese aside from his English language, and he was learning Tagalog the last few weeks of his life. He was like a star that skyrocketed from heaven and then vanished just as fast.
To him there were no rejects. The poorest of the poor always first on his list of priority programs. He was so eager to embrace the continuity of our Food Program for the needy, the free health program, the Meal of the Month for the homeless, the ESL Program that has actually been my baby, so many more. At the time of his death, he had some project for the youth. One of the first things he did upon assumption as administrator-pastor of our parish was refurbish the physical facility of the whole compound. Operation Beautification and Cleanliness, he called it. He enjoined the whole neighborhood to participate in the Street Cleaning Operation. Plants and flowers started springing up around. Security fences went up. Suddenly we had a modernized gate built to make ministry members meeting at night feel more safe. The Police was invited to meetings to help build community unity in fighting crime. It seemed like he was always full of ideas he just had to put into action and reality. He helped the needy, counseled the despairing, was always ready to rush to the bedside of the sick and dying whenever called. Perhaps, this was what drained his emotions: he suffered with the suffering.
I had just finished my presentation of our OLP Legion of Mary annual report at our Curia meeting that Sunday he died, and had barely sat down when a co-Legionary tapped my shoulder and showed me a text on her cell phone: "Father Alexander passed away this morning." We were in disbelief, No, it can't be true! Eloisa, seated next to me, and I bowed our heads, started praying quietly even as we couldn't help weeping, "Lord, please, don't let it be true. Don't take him away from us. Not our beloved pastor." My other co-Legionary went out of the hall where we were having the Curia meeting, frantically trying to reach anyone from the Our Lady of Peace to verify it. Then came an answer from one ministry member: It was true. It was announced in the last afternoon Mass.
I wonder if there was a single one in the church with dry eyes the following days. Everyone of us he had touched felt devastated. He was not just our pastor in name; he was our brother, mentor, counselor, friend most of all.
So many loving memories: When he had met me at the door of the Rectory one Fish Fry day during Lent, he asked if I was coming to join them, and when I answered I couldn't, I just came to get the key to my classroom as I had my ESL class that night, he offered, "I'll have a plate to-go for you," he quickly answered with that look of seriousness you wouldn't think his offer was just out of politeness. Such expression of kindness, so rare, I found so touching. I had to say "No, thank you, " but thought how so thoughtful of him. But no, thank you. I couldn't,  possibly bring a whole dish of fish fry to my classroom; it would have meant whetting the appetite of my students with the smell of the fried fish all the while I was teaching.
Another day, as I was going to pick up again my classroom key from the Rectory, I met him in the hallway. He asked how my granddaughter was. (How he remembered happenings in the lives of his flock. He recalled I had flown to Oregon the previous week to visit my granddaughter.) I said, she was fine, but still recovering. He quickly put down the bowl of soup he was snacking on while walking around the Rectory hall. "Come, let's pray for her," he said, and he led in a minute or two of prayer for healing. What priest would initiate that for your loved ones even at the spur of moment? 
Quite a few other experiences. His sense of understanding, thoughtfulness and show of caring for everyone, even to those he just heard of as needing prayers and compassion---it just seemed so spontaneous. Never standoffish. When we had, for instance, the Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima, I had hoped he would officiate at Mass (because he had such great way of injecting spirituality with humor in his homilies) but I did not dare ask him because I knew he had a load of administrative work. He must have heard that I kept asking the Rectory (because I was assigned the coordinator and had to do the program) who would be the presiding priest. He approached me the next time I saw him and announced, as though in answer to my unspoken question to him, "I will preside, Blanca." I felt relieved, because I knew our coordinators from far-off counties who had brought the Virgin image (that came all the way from Portugal) were just waiting for that,. having heard of Father Alexander's kindness, humor, and warm ways. 
When Father Alexander administered Holy Communion to us, as I approached, he would mention my name, as though to show his recognition of me or acknowledgment. Did he do that to others? I'm sure he did.
Then there was this story about a lay minister who entered the confessional, not knowing that the confessor was Fr. Alexander. She backed out upon discovering who was in there and quickly got out. Father, it is said, went out and ran after her, "Young Lady, where do you think you're going.?" I don't know how it ended. But he must have told her, don't you know that a priest' lips are sealed forever after hearing any  confession?" Or, something to that effect.
So many other  experiences of his spontaneous ways narrated by others during his funeral service when the church, the parish hall, the whole church grounds and surrounding areas were overflowing with his mourning flock. Genuine, natural. unaffected, but most of all, loving and compassionate--that was the veritable Father Alexander, the star that fell from heaven and reclaimed so quickly. For the saddest thing of all was that, unknown to us, he was battling with his own problems, his illnesses, and like some other saints (and most of us, too), perhaps, with his own shifting darkness of soul that, we trust, finally found peace and comfort in the arms of the Lord.
.Blanca Datuin, March, 2010
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HAVE YOU EVER HEARD ABOUT THIS KIND OF A TEEACHER?

And you think teaching in the city is backbreaking enough? Watch thi teacher hurdle a Herculean travel to reach her students who are hungry and thirsty, not only for food for their bodies, but also for love and learning that most students here even shun. This teacher deserves an award and an increase in pay, which I hope she receives as compensation for this great sacrifice. What' s the government, the mayor, the governor of this province doing, or the senator or representative? This is an opportunity for them to show some goodness and sincerity in helping people and communities like this.


Despite her daily struggle to commute, she remains hopeful that all her sacrifices…
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Mila Nice Wow! Herculean, indeed. Thanks for sharing, Blanca. Reposting.
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Marylin McCafferty I certainly will not complain!!!
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